:(

 just had a really big fight with my mom and i just feel so... juvenile whenever we fight i feel like some teenager who's like "mom, you don't GET me!" i really hate it and my mom is also one of my best friends and i'm by myself here mostly so when we're on bad terms it feels like i'm all alone. sometimes i worry we're in some strange codependent hateful relationship like the mother & daughter in grey gardens (i've never watched). it's just hard for me because it's not like i'm wishy-washy on purpose to frustrate her but i hate disappointing anyone around me even in a small way. i don't know what to do :(